John Citara was planning a bachelor party for a friend just days before the terrorist attacks on September 11th, 2001. Within hours of the attacks, John had stuffed a backpack with some clothing, and left his home in Pennsylvania with two friends to travel towards Ground Zero.
Like thousands of other Americans from across the nation, John became a volunteer at "The Pile". Although the air at Ground Zero was thick with the smoke, fumes, and smoldering ruins of the World Trade Center Complex, John and the other volunteers toiled to find any survivors and recover the remains of the lost. Reassured by statements issued by the Federal Government via the EPA and officials of the city of New York that the air was safe to breathe, thousands of them worked in the toxic conditions for days, weeks, and even months.
Now, over 10 years since that tragic day, John is extremely sick and struggles to hold onto his ever deteriorating health. Like tens of thousands of the other responders, John suffers from respiratory problems, digestive issues, post traumatic stress, and most recently an exponentially increasing amount of pain within many joints of his body. To add insult to his injuries, he's found himself caught up in a bureaucratic nightmare of red tape and corporate policy roadblocks that keep him from obtaining proper health care or sometimes even recognition that his ailments are related to 9/11.
The film (youtube) developed out of his wishes to record an historical record of his deeds and struggles for his six year old son Shayne. He hopes that the film will provide a lasting record for his son to reflect upon and ponder over what he and thousands of others had to endure because they loved their country enough to step forward in its great hour of need.



